N " I " commit SUICIDE.. (an end to society's questionnaire)

                         

I'm just a name...
and This moment..


My pulse ceased in a jiff-
Hands went immovable and legs immobile
I no more feel suffocated
Nah!.. this crowd around
no longer poses me a challenge
to struggle for breath..
i require it no more..nah! no zest..

Huh! Yells,weeps,cries,mourns
shoot the breeze around
and yep! " M DEAD "

Won't fabricate..won't sugarcoat
Truth won't be denied
This moment.. I SUICIDE..


Mom..Dad.. i cognize
tears will roll down your eyes
but I implore you This instant
don't call this deplorable..
neither  will " I "..


And This moment
a fullstop to my words..
with an answer to your " WHY ".....

You no longer need to be accountable
to the denizens of this earth
for the DEFAME " I " bring you as i step out..
if "I" be your DAUGHTER
or..
for why am i THWARTED
if " I " be your "SON"..


This is all i accomplish with this demise
Peace of mind in your life
and 
Peace for me
while i rest under the earth
............................afterlife!!