Does Life write.. what these lines define!

                                 
                             

The circumstances oblige
and yep! I try...
but they say..
the path I am advancing on..
this pattern ocular on my hand denies
yep! they say:
The lines on my palm abnegate my choice
and when I fail
its gonna be designated my "FATE"..

So
I oppugn this moment
The one who affirmed to be with me for lifetime..
Will you refrain from loving me!
cause the heart line on my palm avers..
a lack of emotions inside..


So
I seek an answer this time
from the doctor who avowed to save lives
Will you cull your patient!
and the beats his heart desires!
since a short life line on his palm
depicts a short life..


So
Mr. Interviewer
let me know if you are ready to recruit me..
since intellectual development and intuitive abilities
are the traits...
reflected by my wisdom line...!


So
shall i believe
that there's nothing left to try for!
cause destiny is what..
these lines on my palm write..


And 
I get a single reply to all the questions i arise..
A limpid "NAH"!
A pellucid deny..

Destiny isn't what the stars abide
or 
what the designs on the palm picturise!!..
They are just excuses to
wrong choices in life..
that hover by!!

DESTINY is simply..what " U" DECIDE!

And "They" raped... " I " am the witness..

Terror embarks the beginning rhyme...
Naah! no more fluxs.. Phew!! no sighs..
Swarthiness around...and ssh.
"THEY" and " I " witness the "GIRL" pass by..
and INIQUITY gets revived......


Tonight ..the devil comes alive
"her" footsteps advance and "they"-
dogs behind the bone-
Trail behind.........
and huh.. " I " witness..
as terror embarks the beginning rhyme..


"HER" brain reeks of spooks around
and "she" blenched.. huh..n " I " witnessed..
Taking random paths in order to flee
was the only option left
but "they" conformed to "her" footsteps..


A hand on "her" shoulder.. other on "her" waist
few screams of resistance...
and "they" dropped the ball
while the city rests.....


Now...no wish to live.. no wish to retaliate...
The perpetrators escaped.. and "she" lies there..
Alive but lifeless..
N  " I "?
" I " didn't turn that way.. neither could  " I " help..
because " I " was just the WIND..
so..  as usual..passed by....leaving "her" at rest!

N " I " commit SUICIDE.. (an end to society's questionnaire)

                         

I'm just a name...
and This moment..


My pulse ceased in a jiff-
Hands went immovable and legs immobile
I no more feel suffocated
Nah!.. this crowd around
no longer poses me a challenge
to struggle for breath..
i require it no more..nah! no zest..

Huh! Yells,weeps,cries,mourns
shoot the breeze around
and yep! " M DEAD "

Won't fabricate..won't sugarcoat
Truth won't be denied
This moment.. I SUICIDE..


Mom..Dad.. i cognize
tears will roll down your eyes
but I implore you This instant
don't call this deplorable..
neither  will " I "..


And This moment
a fullstop to my words..
with an answer to your " WHY ".....

You no longer need to be accountable
to the denizens of this earth
for the DEFAME " I " bring you as i step out..
if "I" be your DAUGHTER
or..
for why am i THWARTED
if " I " be your "SON"..


This is all i accomplish with this demise
Peace of mind in your life
and 
Peace for me
while i rest under the earth
............................afterlife!!